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its now just going onto 5 months post surgery. I"m up and running and full swing into my gym work. I"m just bumming out on finding work, this has been the first time i've been rejected because of an injury or becuase i have been on acc and people look at me thinking will she be a liability or an assest to the company. I've been to inviews after interviews, keep sending my cv out and all.
Unfortuanetly i was applying for jobs that was a concern with heavy lifting, twisting bending.. I didnt know it would be a big thing until i went to an acc doctor and he advised me that the jobs i would like to do is to demanding on my lower back, however i can do these sort of work in a years time. (he told me people have gone back to there same job and left heavy items and actually bend the screws in their back so its a big NO NO at the mo for me) I had been accepted by 2 different companies and i was upset when i had to let them down by telling a little white lie (which i feel terrible about).
So i have been applying for work that i have been approved for. Yes I do like this sort of work, its vary in different tasks during the day, not just doing ONE thing constantly. Office reception admin work i'm looking for, but its seems no one is hiring up here. I send my cv to people who places adds in local paper, but dont get any call backs. I have placed a situation wanted add iswell, no bites, and also on line. I"m ready for work, i no i can do it, i want to work, but there isnt any in my area DAMMIT. i'm wanting to work 9-3pm reason being i've applied for a course in small business management course which starts in late august, so that allows me time to study.
I dont no wat to do, i feel really empty like i just dont no what to do, just keep trying and trying.. its something new to adjust your life around an injury in away i've been blessed that i have had surgery and its all fixed but in another way its keeping me from gettin a job.. (been crying for the last couple of hours and i felt i needed to get it off my chest)i'm stressing out silently and its eating me up.
it feels strange to cry havent cried for such a long time, even when i went in hospital i didnt cry, i guess i was trying to be the strong one! really i'm human just like everyone else...
any suggestion would be much appericated and thanks in advance! from me lilmiss_Luana
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