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I am just like the rest of you. At least I used to be. But now when I look in the mirror I see who I am meant to be.

I am different; I have different goals. I see whats the most important to me and I live my life in that way. I do not point the finger and say you shouldn't think or feel that way. Its your choice and maybe its the right one for you. But please don't expect me to agree.

Please don't expect me to kneel and thrash at myself with negative words until I bleed.

I am; therefore I deserve more than punishment. I have done nothing that says I should be treated as rubbish. So why would I wish to speak rubbish to myself, as you seem so willing to do to your own heart.

My husband, my son, those are what matter to my heart. If they can love me then maybe I am worth being loved.

You strive so hard to become perfect in your own eyes. And what does it make me see? I see someone who won't ever be happy. I see negativity and lonelyness. I see someone so very different to me.

I may not fit the ideal image, but my heart fits the ideal goal. The goal where it says "Soul and Mind are more important than Body. For if Soul and Mind are clean and clear then so too will Body follow suit.".

A girl like me.... will be a real woman before you can be an ideal image.

I am; therefore I shall be. Love me and respect me, as I do to you. I see you underneath your shell, so please see me underneath my weight. I wish you could see the world as clearly as I do, then maybe our times together would be full of nothing but enjoyment.

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